This past week I have been a negative ninny! I have allowed myself to only see the negative in situations, and I have assumed the worst in people. As a result, I have been cranky, critical, and not explaining myself well. I have come down hard without offering an explanation as to why, and had the mindset that I can because I am the boss. NOT GOOD!
What stood out to me in my reading today? Today I read verse 5 which says: The goal of our instruction is love from a pure heart and a good conscience and a sincere faith.
Why did this stand out to me today? This verse stood out to me today because I have not been leading out of a pure heart at all. This passage has challenged me to think about why I say what I do and how I say it.
What will I do in light of this passage today? I will choose to see the positive in every situation and I will assume the best in people in every situation. If I need to correct, I will first explain why, and then if necessary, correct. I will not play the boss card because I can or because I want to. This position is a blessing to me, and it is not one I have earned. I will not abuse my authority any more.
This week has been a tough one for me! Please pray that God would continue to soften my heart, and that He would reign in me! Thank you so much for reading!
In His service, Crazy Pete
I have struggled with this too Pete. I think everyone does! I really enjoy your blog. I admire your honesty. I am praying for you and your camp.
ReplyDeleteOn a side note, we miss you and Becca! :)
We miss you too! When is the big move again?
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